Dance Combat

Poor ol' slob.Cheesy films...can't say no to them.Hopeless romantic,pastel stuff.
Yeah,my stuff.Take Elizabethtown for instance,heavenly good for me.But brother said it was boring.Too simple and there's roadtrips,course it's boring.I like it just the same.The scenes where Kirsten Dunst and Orlando Bloom [funny.Dunst was mentioned first.huh,you're still hot Orlando] were talking on the phones,that was my fav.
Ya know,being able to talk effortlessly with someone,is essential for chemistry.I've just realised that.I haven't got one.Umm.
The way Dunst and Bloom talked about everything,about life and some random stuff,it captured me right away.It's not easy to find someone who you won't feel awkward with.And those silence...when you have that with the right people,there's no need to break that.Those silence would not need speech;it's just gonna flow.How i'm longing for that.
Phew.I'm such a bore,no need to say that.

Ouh,i watched Another Cinderella Story 2 [call me an a-hole] about 20 minutes ago.
It was okay,i guess.Well,my non-relevant hatred towards Selena Gomez being an exceptance [fine.why Nick J. ?? why her?].
I kinda miss dancing.I used to take dancing lessons;traditional,in primary school.I quit to focus on UPSR.prghhh.big deal.here's some pictures [very low qualities]:

the puteri sepet;yup that's me

seek where i stood,you shall

p.s. new year's celebration was wasted in front of dad's laptop.

Touchdown

pffft...?


this is my brother *ahem*

flying in you-know-what to you-know-where

dad & mummy

sister,brother & another sister

before the florist came and make a sour face
[*fingers forming a big W*]

I am literally lazy to upload pictures;internet was going like a snail.So here's some sneak peak at what's coming.

Hello Dear

Hello.I reached home yesterday,by nightfall.I was okay,slept in the car.Tired no doubt.
Today was good.Pretty ethusiastic for a loner like me;pictures here and there.I was happy,I am happy,probably...deep inside.
Are you alright? i miss you terribly;sorry for the public statement.I embarrased you,i know but I can't help it.I will be forever more,pretty much like this.Sorry again for the flaws I have.Life's good,fine i guess.You doing fine? Eat lots more though,for those cheeks.It will do you good for the smile that I crave so much.Is this good? I'm not sure I'm doing this right.I'm not a good writer.I'm terrible at everything,really.Yup,pretty sure.Did you think of me? A fragment? I'm not asking much.A flash slide in your head is acceptable.No need to worry.Again,sorry.You're asleep aren't you? Remember that one time? *grinning*
hahaaa.Yeah,that was good ain't it? You do look cute,you know.Yeah,I'm basicly the 430th person to say that but you really are.Honest.You're like my teddy bear? Only with soul and you can move.I'm not making much sense.The clock flash 0102 hours.I'llget some sleep after typing this.There are some photos to be printed.Somewhat a scrapbook,sort of,is coming.Only if I'm okay enough to lift my buttocks.This is getting weirder.Sleep well.Will I see you soon? Don't hide,I'll be here.Just look. *insert 8 letters here;3 words*

.plain.

Lemon Snowcone

do not ambush,wasn't supposed to blog while vacaying.i know.i kneeled & thank you for the wireless in the lobby,God.
Breakfast was sugarnated,pretty much.the body need not to be puppet-playing,unlike usual.we were heading to a new place,to shop more at factory outlet;fake/faux designer stuff for approximately 1/4 of the pricey numbers.
Let's talk reality here:dad didn't get his wedge just for me to splurge on Paris magnifique creation [true it may be.think of mercy,please].
Damn,realistic calls].

Backpacking,Road Trips and Double-decker

right,
Twilight; done.
Casablanca; done.
The Notebook; done.
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist; missing.
Serendpity; stuck-ukkk-ukkk.
Audrey's; all complete.
Elizabethtown; 24.2% (argh,why so slow???).
Across The Universe; KO (colour screen,blck and white screen,colour screen,voices and actions,actions,voices.PROBLEMAS *red alert).

scoops: sis room is a hell of mess,smells like dumpster (did something died in here?).

mom urges me to pack.in a sec there.
the tales of beedle the bard is nowhere to be found (add: cash is nowhere to be found).
call me broke with a capital B!
i've just realised this.i treat green papers like umm...like candy?
bundle up in pocket and eventually;in a short period of civilisation,a wave of bubye.
but hey,ain't a big spender.
no TOPSHOP,no charles & keith (damn it!),no forever21 (alright,it was once! big deal.bleurgh).

somebody rich,marry me. *sour face*
make it a date first then.

(post-it: the blck & white looks good,no?).

0559 For The Loner

new blog name.woohoo! (look top headbar.yeah,this place is hideous.i'll tidy it up soon).

i'm on hiatus.
can't sleep.
and may i add that i may have internal bleeding from lack of feeding?

someone save me,please.
do me a favour...find shadjihar and tell her that i miss her.

p.s. i'm serious about the feeding issue.here's proof; *serious dork face*

1234,Spit It Out

1) List 20 things that you want to say people, but never will
2) Don’t say who they are
3) Never discuss it again

one i've always like you.even from the first time i saw that face.

two kau perasan tak apa yg kau buat? kau pandai,tak payah copycat org.tolonglah. (skrg perasaan tak berapa berkenan pd kau dah kurang.good)

three i still remember when i look at you that night,you noticed that i'm looking,so you looked at me back.and i turned away.

four i have this video playing inside my head;main characters: you & her.it eat me up from inside.

five bohong,kau kata akan selalu ada.sekarang aku tak percaya.

six dude,dia dah setahun lebih ada hati pd kau.syg sgt kau jauh dan dah ada gf.aku tau dia akan cinta kau sampai mati.

seven i bumped into him a couple of times.but you don't need to know that.i'm helping you.

eight why don't you picked up the phone when i called?

nine i like you,you're a great friend.but i have other things on my mind right now.

ten if i wanna wear a dress,i'm gonna wear it.why do u have to care?

eleven i'm so afraid of losing that i don't give loving a chance.

twelve you annoy me.that thing...? yeah,it was a mistake.big mistake.i've moved on.

thirteen i hate it that you're a player.

fourteen next time you get into a hospital,i'll never bother to come.

fifteen sorry for the wrongdoings.maaf bila aku tanya,"kenapa selalu aku?".

sixteen i'm the sick one.you never noticed.

seventeen i wish you are real.really.

eighteen you're my first crush.it means a lot that we're now friends.thanks.

nineteen i waited for your Raya sms.it never came.

twenty where are you guys?

god,this is a goooooood theraphy.jom buat lg! (credits to Aresha *smiles*).

When El Desperado Gets Desperate

Ending school,hols,stuck in your house every single friggin' day;not being able to see daylight (call me dramatic.but really) means you will:

1. most likely forget what day it is (cellphone calendar,how could i ever thank you?)
2. haven't the faintest idea how to work your fingers with a thing called pen.i might have to ask couz Milia (7 years old monster) to give me writing lessons.
3. smile for no reason when a chinese comp technician came to the house.like i said,MAJOR DESPERATE! eeeek.have you no shame,Shadjihar?

p.s. dad bought (2) new phones??? and a lil something2 else.mom had a headache for a few days now.oh God,let it be just a headache OR an eyesight prob.please?

pH 2?

condition: warm & acidic stomach.
possible cure: something secret recipe (count anything with tom yam out),baskin's ice-cream? (count chocolate flavoured in),the famous,famous amos's marshmellow (count it all IN),Twilight (i tried to hold it but grrr),a mega/mini splurge on clothes (the first is advisable,with other's cash of course),a loose-yourself-with-anybody on the Golf course outside the window...and this shall continue.

i finally dozed off to Never-Neverland on 0621 hours (this morning).after Subuh prayer,that is.
too bad the only camwhore in the family,besides me,is abang (count this out.need female companion.need not male right now).the world awaits our present! uhh.lil sis is my other option but the pictures always looked all blurry somehow (?).so yeah,in the bag rests the nikon (my dad's) instead of seeing the sun.what didya know? the rain has stopped.

updates: warmer stomach.
possible cure: a hug from r. pattinson (virtual ones is acceptable).listen to me,going gaga over that...that guy! (a yummy one too).i shall wait in the line with the others huh?
come to think of it,nahhh.you'll find me.i know =)

not a text from Anith since...Wednesday?..probably busy with work.ahaa,this one i shall cross my heart,kiss my elbows! get the scoops from her yourself,you lazy snotty people!
oh.god.something IS on the way.

goodbye virtual thingy,
Shadjihar H. Jasmani (H as in hormone-ish).

Oh Baby Baby

Meet my baby (as in baby 'baby'= embryo/zygote/todds,not as in baby 'baby'.euww).

well...it was raining and still is.it's cold for god sake!

yeah.anyone need a cat for a commercial?

Aidiladha was quiet (false,false.ekkkk).just here in Kuantan.to start,i hate fish.so,i went on a protest except that nobody really cares resulting in stomachache.
nuggets and sausages came to the rescue during maghrib.gosh,you can't imagine how glad i was.
around 3-ish pm,a screaming match started in Audrey's room (another story.lots of Hepburn's potrait on the wall.thus,i called it the Audrey room.genius much?).
anyway,where was i? ahah,yes.turned out it wasn't a screaming match.they (family+housekeeper+2 dad's anak buah,minus me) were having karaoke.singing on Aidiladha.you modern people...

p.s. Roman Holiday (check),Sabrina (check),Breakfast At Tiffany's (quartled check).Dearest Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist,i've been a very good girl;waiting for months! now come here quick.we shall be reunited.

Cute Is What We Aim For

Uno momento.so much thingy falls right onto my head from the blue-blue sky (chicken little was probably right all along huh?).
let's review shall we:

1) Robert Pattinson went out with Camilla Belle.all smiles and stuff.fyi & fmi (for my info),Belle is Joe Jonas's sweetheart (what? and what??).ahah.oh yeah.

2) guess who decided to take on-set friendship up a notch? Ed Westwick and Jessica Szohr! (will someone tell me how exactly to pronounce Jessica's last name?).
Statement: He's hot.she' hot.that's hot.

3) white shoes and the couples company is coming over to Kuala Lumpur on Disember 13th! (red flag for anith).

4) a stranger send me a comment on myspace.he calls me babe.eeeek.wrong number. (non-relevant).

5) zac efron has a hot bod to go with a hot smile *drools* (non-relevant).

what's up with me and Paris's fav vocab?
all right folks.that's it for today.gasps away...